Dear You,
It's already the middle of the month! Can you believe the passing of time? I always think I'm witnessing it, the boring days and wasted nights but somehow I'm always astounded by the amount of time that passes.
This month I've been attempting to work on the social aspect of my life and improve it enough to make me happier. Here are some of my resolutions:
Find a job
I diiiiiiiiiidddddddd itttttt!!! I'm now an employed sales associate. If only I was a waitress, I could fit the stereotype of entertainment industry-hopeful but I get discounts so it's not bad :)
Inspire Someone
I've found this one harder. How do you know if you've inspired anyone? Does a light automatically go off in the world or a billboard sign "THIS PERSON MADE A REAL DIFFERENCE" I've yet to find a way to accomplish this one
Care Less About What Others Think
Now that I think about it, I really have. (Almost) everyone in my life knows what I want to do with my life despite their judgey eyes and I dress the way I want to dress and do the things that I want to do. It's great and feels really good even though it was hard.
But the most wonderful part is, I wasn't forcing myself to do it. I would just come out with what I wanted to say without overthinking what everyone thought of it. It's become a state of mind that I am very happy to be in.
Contact Old Friends
Yesterday, in fact, I was thinking about this resolution and decided to text a friend that I thought was mad at me from her silence. Turns out, she thought I was mad at her and we were both being silly (yes I used silly, I realize I am a grandma/5 year old). But now I have a great friend back in my life, it just took a little bit of courage.
Work On Social Media
I'm still posting on Tumblr plenty (http://miabrielle.tumblr.com seen above) and I have tweeted slightly more (http://twitter.com/miabrielle) but not as much as I meant to and I still haven't posted a Youtube video. I need to but I'm always second guessing myself like if I just practice a few more days I can make it better. This week, I will, promise :)
Yeah, so overall I'm getting there. I got pretty used to being the lonely writer but I think the rest of the month will be a time to change that. I have a random work schedule this week but I'm actually doing something like outside my home. Crazy, I know. Be proud ;)
Do you like being social? Leave any thoughts in the comments below!
Have an Amazing Day!
Mia B
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