Dear You,
Lately the wanderlust has been hitting me particularly hard. I want adventure and excitement and new places and new things. I've just moved to a beautiful new city but it's not big enough. I'm craving New York and London and Venice and far away places. I feel like that quote: "I'm in love with cities I've never been to and people I've never met"
I think I've just romanticized the idea of these exciting places so much that I feel the need to go and see if they really are as exciting as they seem. But I want purpose there as well. I need to go somewhere and do something that makes me feel fulfilled. Maybe every other 18 year old feels the same way or maybe I just have a restless soul.
I loved country life but it got boring, I've always been attracted to the biggest cities, where things are constantly happening on a big scale. I want lots of lights and tall buildings and fast cars. Going to Los Angeles for a day every month or so isn't enough anymore. I wish I lived there or in any other big city so badly.
Watching all of my friends in their small town colleges just affirms my discontent. I can't imagine staying in one city for 4 whole years. In my 18 years, I have never lived anywhere that long. I love moving houses and going on airplanes because it means I'm leaving. I may have a problem with commitment but I don't mind it, I love the excitement of it all.
I know this was all very random but it was a very overwhelming thought that I wanted to share. What are your thoughts? Comfort in commitment or change? Leave me a comment below!
Have an Amazing Day!
Mia B
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